[Kadazan Version]
Siou...
I'm sorry...
Hongonku au ogihot
My hands are not strong enough
Minongonggom diau
to hold you in my arms
Songian toh mibatos om miginavo
That time when we used to be loving and be in love with each other
Ontok koh miampai dogo
For you, whose in front of me
Pinohogos ku iziau
I let you go
Opiumanan ku sinduo nu
Because my heart hurts so much
Au ku iziau hinizo
But you never came to comfort
Siou...
I'm sorry...
Notohikudan koh
You've turned your back
Id kotuvangan nu
The darkness in you
Tu' manu izou kinoongon nu
That I wanted your arms
Nga' siou noh diau
But so sorry to you
Tu' noindaman koh tomod
That strongly you're truly
Mantad koulalahon ku
From my leading
Ogumu kozo piimanon ku
Too much that I've felt
# Om gisom baino
And until now
Aiso nodi boos nu
You've never left a word already
tuminongkizad koh
You've left me
Au ku iziau okito
That's why I've never see you again
Koiho koh ih nangku?
Do you know?
Iziau tombituon ku
You're my star
Maza' diti hozou
Through this song
hangadon zou diau
I let you know how I've missed you
Kivaa poh nangku batos nu dogo?
Does there any love left for me from you?
ombiton nuh poh nangku iti batos ku
I'll be still holding on to this love
Oi koupusan ku..
Oh my darling...
Simbaao zou poh diau
Answer me now
Kada' toh pohogosa piupusan togingo
Don't we ever let this sweet love goes
Navazan dito
The one we've been through together
Koiho koh ih nangku?
Do you know?
Iziau tombituon kuh
You are my star
Maza' diti hozou
Through this song
hangadon zou diau
I let you know how I've missed you
Maza' diti hozou ku,
Through this song
oluo ginavo ku...
My heart hurts so much...
Wednesday, May 18, 2016
Just Hold On
There I was again
Saying to myself that
Just hold on a little more
It's going to over soon
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Originally written by: Me
Sunday, May 8, 2016
I think I am in Love
My head is spinning
Around and around
Wondering if he ever knows
What I felt for him
Every hour every minute every second
All I can think about is him
I admit he is no other guy that I met
He is someone that pretends he doesn't cares
He makes me smile
Even though I was sad and terrified
He wiped my fear by his humour
He told me about his day
He told me about his stories
Tell me his thoughts
The only person to say 'good morning'
and wave me 'good bye' everyday
Always tries to have a conversation
He wants to exist in my life
He did
He never left my thoughts after that
Even though he left and never came back
He is the last person who created a memory
that occupies my whole thoughts
He is the first person who I first thought after I awake
Also the last person I thought before I sleep
I get excited every time I sees his text
I never want to fail him
The only reason I started to start writing again
He gave me strength
and hope where there is none
He teaches me to love again
He makes me to learn about world
Is this how love feels?
Because I think I am in love
Oh, if this what they called 'love'
I would say it is wonderful and beautiful
Yet painful and cruel
I want to live by his dark shadows no more
Everyday is suffocating me
It's like I'm living in a box
Is this how love feels?
Because I want to be in love no more
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Originally written by me and this is how my thoughts been doing the whole day after my finals. Was feeling creative and also sad. Which I don't know why. Maybe I was bored? But, I'm not sure.
I never felt so empty before. Yes, I enjoyed living the single life, but lately, I just don't get it. I've tried avoiding myself to fall in love, tried to not get hurt, and stuffs. But, there's this guy, he gave me a feeling that I once forgotten. This is stupid. Hahahaha. Even I, myself, laughed at my own stupidity.
Anyway, I just hope this long holiday I can earn more money so that I can travel alone and free. Just like what he said, "You may travel as far as you want, but try not to further your studies out there. It'll cost you a lot. If you study overseas, when you come back, maybe people that is your age may have their own business and be their own boss, but you? Still wanting to find a job and work under people," those words sting. But, I understand it. It makes sense. Who wouldn't want to have a business they conduct by themselves? After all those hardworks, then all the money you earned, you use it to travel the world. How does that sounds?
Well, still a long way to go, darling.
I need to start now :)
Muah muah~
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