What if,...Your Crush Texts You First

Okay, I was really really busy these days, but on Monday this week, I got shocked.

Why?

Haha, I received a text from my crush!

Yay!

I bumped into him last Thursday and I don't know why I was that happy and excited, but I'm trying to control it in front of him and his sister.

I was too nervous that I forgot to greet his sister.

That's really embarrassing!

Gahhh ><

However, the good part was, he greeted me and my mom goodbye when he and his sister finished eating and made their way out to the exit.

Oh my feelssssssssss.........

Okay, end of that.

This Monday, to be specific, on Monday night, suddenly I got a text from him.

I thought I was dreaming when I saw his text all of a sudden.

I blinked my eyes thrice or four times then I realised that it was a new text from him and I can't believe that he was the one to text me first!

He started the conversation by typing out my nickname "az" -.-

I thought he was about to question me about college entrance or whatsoever that is related to a boring topic which we always ask others recently :)

Instead, he asked me the TITLE of the song that I sent 500centuries ago to him -.- (the song is Miracles in December by EXO Chinese Ver)

Well, to be honest, I sent that song because I think that the song suited him and it was actually the story of his life.

I want him to regret on what he has done.

I know this sounds crazy, although he was just my crush, but I love him very much and I care for him!

It hurts me so much when I wanted to help him during SPM, he questioned me back on what I gave him.

After that, I don't think I deserve to help him anymore.

It hurts me even worse when he coupled with another girl.

Yes, I did wished him all the best and good luck with that girl, but I just can't let myself sleep for 3 nights!

The impact!!! >,<

So stressful.

However, I don't get it why I suddenly got so happy and excited that I can't sleep the whole night on the day he texted me for such a long 'decade' of time!

Yes, I replied him in cold intonation, but actually, I screamed even when I text! haha

But, then, I realised, he's the only person that can make me happy and make me sad.

Sad means for me is when I can't sleep because too much thinking about him.

Happy means for me is when I can't sleep because too much thinking about him.

*Tongued*

Hahahaha

The reason I'm sad and happy are all because of his existence and presence.


Btw, it's 1++am already and I'm very sleepy. Going to sleep now. Bye.

And wish me luck/pray for me so that I can be accepted in many Universities and Colleges.

Amen.