I'm..........confused

Is it normal if everything I do will reminds me of him?

I think I'm going crazy!

No matter what I do, like, when I'm listening to a love song, it'll reminds me of him.

When I'm watching a drama, it'll reminds me of him.

What's so interesting about this guy?

Everyone is telling me to forget about my feelings upon him.

"He's a jerk!"

"He's bad for you!!!"

"Why would you like him?"

"You like him??????"

"He's like, the most horrible person I have ever met!"

I keep on hearing those, but the more I heard about it, the more I missed him.

I've tried to move on, but I can't forget him!

I was really hurt that day when I wished him 'Happy Easter Day', he didn't wished me back.

I don't know what crossed his mind.

Maybe, he already got someone in his head.

I know.

I'm no match for those pretty girls out there.

I'm just a simple girl with an extraordinary attitude (It is how I described myself though).

I really wish, one day, I will sit next to him again in class.

I really miss spending times with him in class.

I really love talking with him.

I never get bored.

Although that time, my feelings were for somebody else, but he was like my best buddy!

Why?!!

Why would I fall for him?

Is it because of his manly face?

Or his toned up body?

Or maybe his gentleness?

I don't know!

I just, love him because of him.

I've tried to like other guy, but I can't find a guy who is better than him.

Why I'm feeling this way?

How I wish one day he knows what I feel for him and he'll feel the same way for me too.

Hmm...

(Sigh)

Night~