Umm..

Well, recently, my friends said to me that I'm acting like a BITCH. So, I was thinking, what have I done made me look like a bitch? Well, I don't have a boyfriend. If I do have, I will only have GUY friends, but NOT 'GAY friends'!

So, I was reflecting myself the other day and I just realized that I am the kind of girl that doesn't likes to be hurt. I.. I.. umm.. I like two persons at one time and I don't even know which one I like best? My friends keep telling me to let go one of them and just chase one guy instead, but I never listen to them.

So, the other day, one of my friends asked me what feeling I have for them. So, I replied, "the first one, I like him because..I am too shy to look at him.. Even to speak out his name, I'm so afraid.. When you guys pushed me to say 'hi' to him, I was too nervous and I can't let my heart beats normally.. Whereas the 2nd one, I like him because he's cute and funny. Well, the 1st one is also funny, but the 2nd one is more to my style.. haha.. He's also photogenic.. But, sometimes I just got jealous when he is hanging around with some girls :-( "

I still remember on the 17th May 2012, I heard the 1st one confessed by his own mouth that he doesn't have any relationship with his senior now.. Well, of course I'll be happy if he said that by his own tongue. I also heard from someone that I trust (umm.. like 70%?), said once the guy that I like had a secret admirer from his senior in 2010.. He was form 3 that time and that girl was like form 5.. She was so crazy about him until they took picture together with the same colour of shirt in the 'Skuad & MPP's Dinner'.. You know what? I was actually pissed off when they said they actually being in a relationship back then. And, I was like? Really????? 'Dafuq!!!

I also heard that the teacher's daughter likes the 2nd guy that I have a crushed on. When my friends told me that news, I'm starting to distance myself from that girl. She's from the other class and well lucky for me. Okay, truth to be told, I'm quite a jealous person although I didn't show it on my face :)