Crush

“I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough.”

“I never knew it would be this hard to lose someone I never truly had.”

“It’s just hard to think I’ll never get the chance to say you’re mine.”

“Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can’t have.”

“I don’t know what it is really, but sometimes it takes everything in me to not reach out and run my fingers through your hair or turn around and hug you when you are least expecting it.”

“And she ignores all the other guys who want her, because she’s too busy noticing him.”